Above is the photo I took of the Kesey family at the dedication of Ken’s mural. Most, if not all, had to know Ken died of alcoholism. They had to have read the articles by Jeff Forester who is a brother in AA. His observation that people around him did not like him getting sober, is applicable to me. Sydney Morris should have consulted a professional on the disease of Alcoholism to understand the dynamics. Did Heather’s aunt read the bio of her famous kin? Did she feel threatened by her sobriety, because Linda Comstock knew she had a problem – as did her lover who refused to shake my hand? Flip died shortly after he toasted my grandson in a bar – that Heather posted on her facebook as a message to Linda and Bill. My cousin refused to read Christine’s bio saying she was not a real famous artist. I wondered if Daryl had a drinking problem. She was delighted when Heather and I had a falling out, and on her facebook told my daughter she has twenty-nine photo albums of her. Her daughter has unsightly birthmarks. You would think that all these relatives – who do not have a problem with alcohol – would just quit, in honor of Christine, her brother, and my miracle child! The movie of Rosamond The Drunk – hasn’t even been made! I’m sure they want to be in that – and seen in a good light! Ken and Jeff have come to my rescue. People – still want me dead!
“I began to write. In a moment of clarity, I saw Kesey’s trap. I saw the terrible conundrum of chemical enlightenment, saw how the myths we create to define us eventually hold us captive and demand ransom. Many friends resisted my lifestyle change, feeling that my sobriety was a judgment upon them. I couldn’t imagine how strongly Kesey felt this pressure. For him it was public. Rabid right-wingers had long attacked him and the 1960s, trying to marginalize his message. Would Kesey’s sobriety have handed them a victory?”
What are the odds that my daughter find a lover who is a Champion Alcoholic of Alcohol, and the man her aunt prayed would come – if Linda Comstock prayed at all. This great witch loathed my sobriety. It was her worst nightmare – come true! She knew the minute she heard her sister was pregnant, it was not Bogus Bobbie’s Baby. We never met. For some reason, Linda chose to not have children – or could not have one! Did she have her tubes tied? Was it medical? Knowing the truth, and being a real threat to tell Bogus Bobbie, she began to blackmail Heather’s mother. How about the alcoholic brother – who never had a child – and announced he was gay? My daughter’s aunt and uncle enjoyed a close bond with my offspring that I did not. It is said in the End Time normal relationships would be perverted. My daughter was made to believe she was The Center of the Universe, a divine being that does not follow the normal hereditary pattern as set forth in Genesis. I come from HER BEING. She has given ME LIFE, thus, she owns the power – TO DESTROY ME – make it like I was never born. For she is The Child of The Childless. They are of her – too.
Flip and Linda were well-pleased to see my grandson on Bill’s knee – while he held a bottle of beer! Bill has posed with other women’s children before he met my daughter – because he can not sire a child. His father longed to be a grandparent as did my cousin, Daryl. Heather has EARNED a livelihood for her and her poor mother – by posing as a surrogate child! When I told her Stacey Pierrot was pretending to be the Caretaker Parent of my two nieces, she disappeared for two year to be with Mommy Pierrot, who was ordained by Robert Buck who put together Alcohol Justice.
As a Nazarite I have long wondered why they gave Jesus a fermented grape product to drink while on the cross. I wondered if they did this to break his Nazarite Vow. Trump and Kesey were not students of the Bible. I am steeped in Biblical Knowledge. I suspect Psalm 61 is the source of the vinagar sponge prophecy. It may be the Psalm that evangelical leaders are applying to Trump – who was thinking of nuking Iran before he left office. Christian leaders bid their flocks to become Republicans so Democrats can be seen as THE SCORNERS OF SATAN who are not doing these evil things – in the name of politics! They exist to stop the second coming of Jesus – after David’s Temple and Kingdom – is restored! This is – madness!
There is something very IMPORTANT in the passages I quote. See if you can find it. Yes, this is a test. Do you give a rat’s ass?
John ‘The Nazarite’
For I endure scorn for your sake,
and shame covers my face.
8 I am a foreigner to my own family,
a stranger to my own mother’s children;
9 for zeal for your house consumes me,
and the insults of those who insult you fall on me.
10 When I weep and fast,
I must endure scorn;
11 when I put on sackcloth,
people make sport of me.
12 Those who sit at the gate mock me,
and I am the song of the drunkards.
You know how I am scorned, disgraced and shamed;
all my enemies are before you.
20 Scorn has broken my heart
and has left me helpless;
I looked for sympathy, but there was none,
for comforters, but I found none.
21 They put gall in my food
and gave me vinegar for my thirst.
34 Let heaven and earth praise him,
the seas and all that move in them,
35 for God will save Zion
and rebuild the cities of Judah.
Then people will settle there and possess it;
36 the children of his servants will inherit it,
and those who love his name will dwell there.
Matthew records that as Jesus went to the cross, “They gave him vinegar to drink mingled with gall: and when he had tasted thereof, he would not drink” (Matthew 27:34). Mark described the drink as wine mingled with myrrh (Mark 15:23). The drink offered to Jesus was a cheap Roman vinegar wine, which had a drug mixed in to dull the senses. It was the custom of the Romans to offer a man being crucified drugged wine so that he might more easily endure his cross. Jesus refused the wine, however, apparently so that He could go through his suffering with a clear mind.
As He neared death, Jesus said, I thirst (John 19:28). One of the prominent effects of crucifixion was overpowering thirst because of the loss of body fluids through open body wounds and perspiration. David prophesied this Messianic event, saying They gave me also gall for my meat; and in my thirst they gave me vinegar to drink (Psalm 69:21). John understood that Jesus was conscious of fulfilling scripture. After this, Jesus knowing that all things were now accomplished, that the scripture might be fulfilled, saith, I thirst (John 19:28). One of the great heresies in the early church was the idea that Jesus was not really human, but as Jesus fulfilled this scripture, He showed that He was truly human and truly deity.
Now there was set a vessel full of vinegar: and they filled a sponge with vinegar, and put it upon hyssop, and put it to his mouth. When Jesus therefore had received the vinegar, he said, It is finished: and he bowed his head, and gave up the ghost (John 19:29-30). Being at the point of death, Jesus wished to say His final words. His parched lips and throat needed moisture, so he accepted the vinegar.
The vinegar wine was offered to Jesus as they filled a sponge with vinegar, and put it upon hyssop, and put it to his mouth. Hyssop was of extreme significance to the Jews, because it would remind the Jews of the first Passover night when each household among the Israelites in Egypt slew a perfect lamb and put the blood on the doorpost so that the death angel would pass over the houses of the Israelites. Moses had commanded the Israelites, Ye shall take a bunch of hyssop, and dip it in the blood that is in the basin, and strike the lintel and the two side posts with the blood that is in the basin; and none of you shall go out at the door of his house until the morning (Exodus 12:22). It was the blood of the Passover lamb that saved the Israelites from death. On the cross, the perfect Lamb of God gave His life’s blood to save mankind.
His last words from the cross were It is finished. Jesus came to serve and to carry out the will of the Father. In His life, ministry, and death, He perfectly fulfilled the will of His heavenly Father, and made the perfect sacrifice for mankind. Angels before the throne of God praise Christ’s sacrificial love, Saying with a loud voice, Worthy is the Lamb that was slain to receive power, and riches, and wisdom, and strength, and honour, and glory, and blessing (Revelation 5:12).