I Am A Tragic Genius

“Sucking the genius out of generosity.”

Bob Dylan

I believe I have identified three writers sitting next to my grandmother, Mary Magdelene Rosamond. Left: Arthur K. Barnes. John K. Butler, and Norbert Davis, holding gun.

https://en.wikisource.org/wiki/Trouble_on_Titan

Last night Christine Wandel titled me a ‘Genius’. It was like a dagger to the heart. I have been escaping from this – crowning……of thorns; for it is my undoing. After posting my utterly tragic-genius  letter I wrote to Lillian, I had to admit what my sister Christine, had admitted, on several occasion – that ‘I am the source’ of her success’ and, I am a genius! Lillian and Rosemary knew Rosamond ripped me off, they preferring to say;

“You were her John. You prepared her way!”

My grandfather, Royal Rosamond, prepared my way. With my posts on the Grail and the Priory de Sion, that preceded Dan Brown, I am carrying on the tradition of the Black Mask authors. So what Jesus and Mary were, or, were not married, and began a lineage of artists and art collectors! What is this to you? Will this Holy Blood line of the Merovingian’s go into the 23rd century? Note the energy around my head, and coming out of solar plexus. Don’t you know who I am – yet?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arthur_K._Barnes

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Norbert_Davis

https://rosamondpress.com/2013/07/28/black-mask-authors/

It is extremely more difficult to love a woman, than render her image – as a woman! I exuded GENIUS in my relationships with women. CW was my lover in 1967. When I was seventeen my mind BLEW out of all restrictions! I was conjuring, not painting, not writing, not being, being, pure magic! I could hardly do anything at all. What was the point? I was pure TRAGIC! I understood what the tragedy of life is! It is not being recognized for who you really are! This is why the Seer told me;

“People come into your being and take, take, take. You are powerless to stop them. I do not know why.”

When you KNOW YOURSELF, an incredible energy flows from you, and surrounds you. It is not  matter of WHAT you know, for we are not WHATS. We are not WHO? Some of us, are liken to Greek Gods. Some of us are like Jesus. Some of us are not like Jesus. You are of the world, and you are not in the world……..when YOU ARE……a genius.

Christine Wandel described our first meeting.

“What is this?” she said to herself when Keith and I came walking down the path to the house on 13th. St. Her and Keith had met two year earlier when she was attending Mills College on a Academic Scholarship. She did not recognize my best friend. She was her Leo focusing on her prey. She had to have me. Keith was Rosamond’s lover.

Christine exudes intelligence. She grew up on Beacon Hill. She met Peter Shapiro who was attending UC Berkley at a dance. He had formed a band and was playing the college circuit. Peter grew up in Boston. His father is Ascher Shapiro. I JUST GOOGLED Ascher, and am blown away. I cut and pasted part of my post on Pynchon and Woodstock.

http://news.mit.edu/2004/obit-shapiro

“For the first 25 years of his career, Shapiro’s research was focused primarily on power production, high-speed flight, turbomachinery and propulsion by jet engines and rockets. He was a member of the Lexington Project, which helped to evaluate nuclear-powered aircraft. During that time, he invented a nuclear aircraft-propulsion system. Soon after, he directed the Atomic Energy Commission’s Project Dynamo, which evaluated nuclear energy as a pmotential source of civilian electricity production.”

CHRISTINE JUST CALLED as I was about to goodle Dylan’s album ‘Love and Theft’. I told her I just blogged on Ascher who she knew.

“Good! About time he get some recognition!”

Christine has been pointing out the prophetic line in Dylan’s album that was released on 911, and recorded before the event that left a deep grove in the minds of all New Yorkers. I am going there and will record our Seer Session for prosperity. We will demonstrate what it was like to grove to Bobby. We will throw the I CHING. There might not be a future. I told Christine I have not been able to SEE INTO THE FUTURE for the last three years. With the election of New York Trump, our fate might be sealed. All he wants to talk about is rockets and nuclear bombs. He thinks he is a genius. He is not! That is OUR problem!

I found Leonardo’s painting Salvatore Mundi ‘Savior of the World’. The Merovingian’s were buried with their crystal ball. Christine’s father gave her his crystal ball.

THE WORLD IS TRYING TO END!

In ‘That Last Temptation of Christ’ a young girl pulls the nails out of the Savior on the cross, and he sires a family. The more I wanted a child, the more the Hunts aimed my daughter at Rosa Mundi so that family can touch genius – that I can not own a taste of!

I AM THE SOURCE!

This truth is taking us to FINIS MUNDI.

I can no longer ignore this image of my daughter holding up her temptation to me. Is this

THE GRAIL?

My daughter did not want a father. Her mother had taken LSD and had a vision of her as the female messiah. She was out on a mission to find Rosamond so her mother can save the world. They really fucked everything up – as planned?

Jon Presco

https://rosamondpress.com/2017/06/26/bareshit-lamed-rose/

Near the end of his life, an elderly Jesus calls his former disciples to his bed. Peter, Nathaniel, and a scarred John visit their master as Jerusalem is in the throes of the Jewish Rebellion against the Romans. Judas comes last and reveals that the youthful angel who released Jesus from the crucifixion is in fact Satan. Crawling back through the burning city of Jerusalem, Jesus reaches the site of his crucifixion and begs God to let him fulfill his purpose and to “let him be God’s son.”

Jesus then finds himself once more on the cross, having overcome the “last temptation” of escaping death, being married and raising a family, and the ensuing disaster that would have consequently encompassed mankind. Naked and bloody, Jesus cries out in ecstasy as he dies, “It is accomplished!”, in realisation that he has saved the soul of man. The screen flickers to white and the sound of triumphant bells tolling.[4]

http://www.npr.org/2017/10/13/557459193/trump-set-to-address-values-voter-summit-for-first-time-as-president

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ascher_H._Shapiro

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salvator_Mundi_(Leonardo)

 

https://rosamondpress.com/2014/11/01/the-united-light-of-angels/

Pynchon has to be the Minotaur simply because he is not good looking enough to be Dionysus. This genius of American Literature could not die a drunken womanizer. So, he sent his lover out of the Labyrinth to capture Dionysus, and bring him to center of the Labyrinth in order to meet her, Ariadne, the love of his life.

King Henry built a labyrinth at WOODSTOCK in order to put Fair Rosamond Clifford at its center. Henry claims he descends from the Kings of Troy. He was one of the most educated men vfgin the world. He built a zoo at WOODSTOCK, and out panthers within. There are three PANTHERS on his shield, and the shield of his father, Godfrey de Anjou. Queen Eleanore follows a RED THREAD to discover Rosamond so she can murder her, because…..she wanted it all!

In Pynchon’s book The Crying of Lot 49 is the red clue of Ariadne and Rosamond. This story parallels my autobiography ‘Capturing Beauty’ that is inspired by Rosamond’s labyrinth at WOODSTOCK. My late sister, Christine Rosamond Benton is the embodiment of Ariadne and Fair Rosamond. She is the spitting image of the woman in the top photo. She is the Woman Who Wants It All – like men want it all! She wants her cake and eat to. She is the woman who could not stand to be in the shadow of her narcissistic lover, the most charismatic god-man that ever lived.

When Mary Ann put V in my hands, a Author was born. My novel ‘The Gideon Computer’ is unfinished, because it began to come true, and, I had to get sober if I were to finish it.

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Pynchon and Dionysus in Rosamond’s Woodstock Labyrinth

Crazy Trump and his ignorant followers are trying to destroy Bohemianism. https://rosamondpress.com/2017/09/05/bohemian-nation-of-washington-woodstock/

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No one can rip a man’s mask off, like the woman that loves and loved him.

Yesterday I was forced to look at a hard fact, being, after Gloria Ehlers left me for my bartender, I was never the same. I went mad and became a full blown drunk. Indeed, you can say I was Dionysus Unveiled. Alas you know who the phantom of the Rosamond Opera is.

When Gloria moved out of our house, and in with Frank, I and my loyal friends went looking for another bar. We moved into the Hut where I used to get shit-faced drunk with Stephen Kupka of the Tower of Power. Steve was a roadie for the Loading Zone who had a great horn section. Steve suggested the Power get one themselves.

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My Rose Grail Line

Here is the evidence that I was authoring a Grail Book, that established My Rose Line – years before Dan Brown came out with ‘The Da Vinci Code’. I sent some of this evidence to the Judge who oversaw the probate of my late sister, Christine Rosamond. Some letters may have been filed in the Supreme Court of Monterey. There is evidence my daughter’s mother, Patrice Hanson, wrote letters and sent e-mails while pretending to be my daughter, Heather Hanson. This is why Patrice favored Tom Snyder over me. I suspect her sister, Linda Comstock, and her attorney husband, were advising Patrice to get as close to the outside handler/caretakers of the Rosamond Legacy, surmising this is where the money is via the book and the movie – that Sydney Morris approved of, in regards to Stacey Pierrot. Heisinger, Morris, Rose, and Buck – backed a real loser!

I talk about Fair Rosamond, who I have connected to Sir Walter Scott, a good friend of Washington Irving, who was a good friend of Henry Brevoort, who is the ancestor of Robert Brevoort Buck. This is deeply profound. Because my sixteen year old minor child was led astray, I forgive her. I already forgave my aunt Lillian for betraying me to Tom Snyder, who devious employed Lillian’s desire to be a Movie Star against her.

Christine Rosamond gave me credit for her success. She acknowledged I was her mentor. I turned her on the Pre-Raphaelites. No writer has ever been more oppressed – in history! To lure a minor child away from the father in order to get him to give up his books – in despair – is made more chilling by the fact many around my late sister considered her a sure bet to take her life. Christine WAS a commercial artist. Today she is part of an art and literary movement. I have raised her up – and our family!

I am a poor man who has performed a miracle. I do not have time for the usurpers, the whiners, the pretenders. This Rose History I have gathered, is above you all. It will consume you for generations to come! Note the dates on my letters and e-mails.

Weeks before my seventeen year old Heather Hanson, was disappeared from my life, she sent me a handwritten card asking me to provide her with my family history. This puzzled me because her mother said our daughter was reading all the e-mails I sent them. Then, aunt Lillian let it slip that she saw a photo of Heather at the gallery re-opening. She told me Stacey sent it to her. I had just refused to contribute to their biography of Christine. I now believe MY daughter was being used to apply sugar to me, and get me to change my mind. I believe Patrice filled Tom Snyder in on my private affairs with a minor child. This is much more than STALKING! They made me out to be crazy, all this talk about King Arthur and the Holy Grail. Did they tell MY child I was deluded?

Some authors alleged Dan Brown and his wife were lurking on our yahoo.groups years before ‘The Da Vinci Code’ was written – and the movie made! Heather is not a reader, and being a child, how could she comprehend all this?

Adults used a minor as a Spy in order to get information from me, and manipulate my information for their own good. They never cared if we owned a REAL BOND. This is CHILD ABUSE – for starters! The Holy Grail thing was very new to most people. I should have had a book on the shelf – years ago!

Wake up Heather! You are only half awake! You must know both parents, love both parents. Know your father’s work. My enemies knew your were the ending of my book, thus, they kidnapped you and our miracle. They got you to betray your father, but, this is how the best stories go.

Look! There go two of Dark Mark’s Sniggering Darklings. Up the trail from the sea they go to Lillian’s humble abode, with their poison apple.

Jon Presco

Copyright 2017

The real meaning of the last message is that the Grail is buried beneath the small pyramid directly below the La Pyramide Inversée, the inverted glass pyramid of the Louvre. It also lies beneath the “Rose Line,” an allusion to “Rosslyn.” Langdon figures out this final piece to the puzzle; he follows the Rose Line to La Pyramide Inversée, where he kneels before the hidden sarcophagus of Mary Magdalene, as the Templar knights did before him.

By the time they arrive at Westminster Abbey, Teabing is revealed to be the Teacher for whom Silas is working. Teabing wishes to use the Holy Grail, which he believes is a series of documents establishing that Jesus Christ married Mary Magdalene and bore children, in order to ruin the Vatican. He compels Langdon at gunpoint to solve the second cryptex’s password, which Langdon realizes is “apple.”

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Da_Vinci_Code 

The Birmingham Museum and Art Gallery is currently preparing their latest exhibit: Love is Enough: William Morris and Andy Warhol:

http://preraphaelitesisterhood.com/the-holy-grail-tapestries/ 

Henry Brevoort, and Sir Walter Scott, corresponded. They discussed the writing of Washington Irving. Scott wrote about Woodstock and Fair Rosamond who is the subject of the castle Singer built on an island. Churchill grew up in Blenheim Palace were Rosamond’s Labyrinth was located. A lake was named after her. Here is The Fair Lady of the Rose and Lake.

https://rosamondpress.com/2017/09/05/bohemian-nation-of-washington-woodstock/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pre-Raphaelite_Brotherhood 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pre-Raphaelite_Brotherhood 

“Perhaps we understand things a little differently
here in regard to this, but never saw the blood test as a way of
determining whether you are OK or not, but as a way for Heather to
claim her real heritage in the world and to eliminate any rights of
Del Piano.

I know when I am really interested in someone or something, I like to get my hands on as many resources as possible to get information from a variety of points of
view. So I don¡¯t see that it needs to be an either/or situation.
But, as I said, perhaps there is something I don¡¯t know that you do. We
can talk about it more.

Tom Snyder seems like a really nice guy also. It seems he is supportive
of you and he definitely played an important part in connecting you
with Heather and that is important and not to be ignored.

 

From: Bancrofthouse@
To: velchanos
Sent: March 13, 2001 6:46:53 AM GMT
Subject: Another thought

My sister suggested that when you come, we get a blood test done to
confirm paternity. I feel 100% certain in myself that you are indeed
Heather¡¯s father. I think you know from your psychic intuitions and
when you see her you will confirm what you already know. However, as
Linda, my sister said, then we¡¯d have confirmation on paper and if
anyone ever challenges it, we can prove it. For example, if Randy
ever shows up although I feel the chances are slim. It¡¯s been 10
years now and we are not that hard to find for anyone who really
wants to. It might be a good idea though. What do you think?

Perhaps we understand things a little differently
here in regard to this, but never saw the blood test as a way of
determining whether you are OK or not, but as a way for Heather to
claim her real heritage in the world and to eliminate any rights of
Del Piano. Maybe we don¡¯t have to be concerned about the ways of the
world? I don¡¯t know. My concern would be to take the actions
hat will produce the greatest good for all of us, especially
Heather, based on what is true and real

Part of my sister, Linda¡¯s, fears for Heather are connected with the
fact that she (Linda) was molested by relatives on my stepmother¡¯s
side when she was a young teenager. So she has very little trust of men and is
very protective toward Heather. I am fairly protective, but I also know I
have to trust the Divine Wisdom within her to make wise choices. She
does need you now to give her a greater sense of herself and I feel out of
that she will make wiser choices.

 

https://rosamondpress.com/2014/07/20/my-rose-line-in-court/

https://rosamondpress.com/2013/02/24/14729/

 

http://www.firstforwomen.com/posts/elizabeth-taylor-grandchildren-95130/photos/quinn-tivey-143786

My Sacred Rose Line

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What is the Roseline, or Rose Line according to several authors? Philippe de Chérisey a surrealist help create a hoax that made Dan Brown rich. I believed this linage of Jesus and Mary Magdalene was a hoax but could not ignore my grandmother’s name:

Mary Magdalene Rosamond

Then there is Mary’s four beautiful daughters, and Christine Rosamond, a world famous female artist. If this alleged Rose Line is associated with the famous artist Leonardo Da Vinci, why not apply these two words to a famous artist – surrounded by Rose Names?

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Rose Line is a fictional name given to the Paris Meridian and to the sunlight line defining the exact time of Easter on the Gnomon of Saint-Sulpice, marked by a brass strip on the floor of the church, where the two are conflated, by Dan Brown in his 2003 novel The Da Vinci Code.[1] Brown based this on material found in the Priory of Sion documents of the 1960s, where neither the Zero Meridian or the sunlight line in St Sulpice are called Rose Line.

Philippe de Cherisey in his 1967 novel Circuit claimed his girlfriend “Roseline” (Roseline Cartades, described as “A Machiavellian Virgin”) was killed in a car crash and was buried in a beautiful tomb by the Zero Meridian.[2] The Zero Meridian was not called “Roseline” in Circuit, nor was it called that in the 1967 Priory of Sion document Le Serpent Rouge, that deals with the Zero Meridian being conflated with the sunlight line in St Sulpice.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rose_Line

I am a real master cryptologist and symbolist. It is said Dan Brown eavesdropped on the yahoogroups I belonged to where I unveiled my Rose Line – my family! In April of 1996 I filed a letter in the Probate of my sister, the Artist – Christine Rosamond – the granddaughter of Mary Magdalene! I was mocked! I threatened to turn my study into a Historic Romance after ‘Pharamond’ by de Costes de la Calprenede. I was insulted and banned out of fear my approach was the only one that was real. My daughter and her family deserted me in order to be in the rival biography about my late sister – that they could not give away.

Joseph Addison dedicate his opera ‘Rosamond’ to the Duchess of Marlborough – the ancestor of Princess Diana ‘The English Rose’. Sarah owned Blenheim Palace where Rosamond’s Labyrinth was built. Belle is of the Labyrinth. I found her in Ken Kesey Square while a troubadour sang, Saint Stephen’s Rose. I went in search of her. Whatever stratagem she owned after our meeting, is Null & Void. She has been trumped by a Rose Master descend from the Swan Brethren.

http://www.bartleby.com/27/14.html

I own the greatest Historic Romance ever written, starring Belle Burch who asks after my name, AMBROSE, which is forbidden, it lying all but dead in the catycombs of the Superior Court of Monterey. For eight years, I waited for someone to free me – and the truth! I languished in rags down in a dank basement, while this pretender takes his banker to lunch! Enough! These games are at an end! I own all the right symbols in this chess game – and beauty is on my side! She has no choice! Catherine Van Der Turin is %100 percent behind my story – from beyond the grave! Did Belle’s mother and father read ‘The Da Vinci Code’?

The Da Vinci Code is a 2003 mysterydetective novel by Dan Brown. It follows symbologist Robert Langdon and cryptologist Sophie Neveu after a murder in the Louvre Museum in Paris, when they become involved in a battle between the Priory of Sion and Opus Dei over the possibility of Jesus Christ having been married to Mary Magdalene.

https://rosamondpress.com/2015/07/29/the-maze-and-grail-at-blenheim-palace-2/

Rosamond and Female Line begot Franks

The male line from Pharamond to Merovee is traced from
Rosamond/Argotta and her daughters. Rosamond was an heiress, the
daughter of the Frankish King, Genobald. That the heiress, Jeanne de
Rougemont, one of four daughters of Ulrich de Rougemont, begot the
Habsburgs, and from Rougemont comes the name Rosamond, is profound,
as Jesus’ mother has been titled the ‘Rose of the World’. Some
authors claim the Habsburgs descend from Jesus’s brother,
James/Jacob the Nazarite, who I claim were a ‘race of prophets’.
This puts the name Rosamond at the apex of the Grail Rose Line.

“note: the first three Frankish kings, Faramond, Chlodio, and
Merovee, were NOT father, son, & grandson, as they appear in
traditional genealogies, but rather each came from different
families, and are connected by marriages and/or female-links. the
Salic Law was not introduced until the time of Clovis I “The Great”,
from whom all succeeding Merovingian kings sprang. the traditional
genealogy of his descendants, the Merovingians, should be re-edited
to show that Thibert I, King East Franks 534-548, & Thibaut, King
East Franks 548-555, were NOT father and son, but brothers. too,
another side-bar, Caribert II, King West Franks 629, was father of
Chilperic (d632), father of Childebrand, father of a son, Clodulphe,
Duke of Austrasia (d718), &, a dau, Chalpaida, 3rd wife of Pepin II,
Major Domo of France.

Let the opera begin! We have reached the point of no return! Time to Tango! Time to get published!

Awake Fair Rosamond, my Sleeping Beauty – awake and greet your destiny!

In such an endless Maze I rove,

Lost in Labyrinths of Love,

My Breast with hoarded Vengeance burns,

While Fear and Rage

With Hope engage,

And rule my wav’ring Soul by turns.

O Rosamond, behold too late

And tremble at thy future Fate!

Curse this unhappy, guilty Face,

Every Charm, and every Grace,

That to thy Ruin made their way,

And led thine Innocence astray:

Beneath some hoary Mountain

I’ll lay me down and weep,

Or near some warbling Fountain

Bewail my self asleep,

Where feather’d Quires combining

With gentle murm’ring Streams,

And Winds in Consort joining,

Raise sadly-pleasing Dreams.

Jon Presco

Don Juan

Copyright 2016

Greg 1975 Christine

Marlborough Maze at Blenheim Palace, Oxfordshire, UK

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sarah_Churchill,_Duchess_of_Marlborough

 

http://artsites.ucsc.edu/GDead/agdl/stephen.html

Saint Stephen with a rose
In and out of the garden he goes
Country garland in the wind and the rain
Wherever he goes the people all complain

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxrllF9ea4c belle

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xa8ImA_wSKI

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Robert_Langdon

https://archive.org/details/rosamondanopera00addigoog

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Battle_of_Blenheim

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He returned to England at the end of 1703. For more than a year he remained without employment, but the Battle of Blenheim in 1704 gave him a fresh opportunity of distinguishing himself. The government, more specifically Lord Treasurer Godolphin, commissioned Addison to write a commemorative poem, and he produced The Campaign, which gave such satisfaction that he was forthwith appointed a Commissioner of Appeals in Halifax’s government.[2] His next literary venture was an account of his travels in Italy, which was followed by an opera libretto titled Rosamund.

https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/RENNES-LE-HOAX/info

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DANGEROSE, is Queen Eleanore of Aquitaine’s mother. Her great grandmother is
surnamed ROCHEFOUCAULD after FOUCAULD DE LA ROCHE (Sire De La Roche) also
spelled DE LA ROSA, as ROCH is ROZ and ROSE. Diana’s mother is FRANCIS
ROCHE, descended from SIR JOHN DE LA ROCHE. I suspect Queen Eleanore is the
SERPENT DE LA ROUGE. BARONESS DE ROS-FITZGERALD is kin to Diana, there a
mutliated statue of a Knight Templar at the family chapel built at ROSLYN.
This is WILLIAM DE ROS. A DE ROS married a SINCLAIR. Princess Isabel of
Scotland, and Queen of Jerusalem, married ROBERT DE ROS. Another Robert
marries another Isabela of ALBINI. ELIZABETH DE ROS married LEWIS CLIFFORD
(Sir Knight of the Garter. The ROSAMOND name and ancestry hover around this
ROCH and ROSE. Is it any wonder Princess Di was called DE LA ROSE DE ALBION
(England)
Many of the Queens of England adobted Rose badeges. The ROCHE family crest
consists of three fish, and represents a ROSE, ROCK, and RAVEN.

ROTHCHILD is ‘RED SHIELD’. Consider, ROCHESHIELD, ROCHECHILD, ROCKAFELLA,
and, DE LA ROSECHILD DE ALBION.

Has anyone posted anything on the Kingdom of GOTHA, a plan to Unite all of
Europe in the 1800’s? If Di’s lover was descended from the Ptolomy family,
then this would be a great threat, as the Windsors have no blood ties to
them as they claim – and this is so very key! Here are some links to these
names:

tylersleep

http://members.home.net/jfroache/addR.html

http://pages.prodigy.net/ptheroff/gotha/rochefoucauld.html

The Unicorn of the British Royal Arms, is armed with King Arthur’s Sword,
the one he drew from the Obelisk Stone, and is the white, spiral horn of the
Narwhale, the same horn/sword that come out of the white haired,
goat-bearded, Angel’s mouth in Revelations 12:16. And with a voice like a
trumpet/horn, he says, “I am Alpha and Omega.”

He is Attis, the Zenith of Obelisk and Five Season Solar Year of the
Boilbel-Loth Alphabet. He is Dionysus Sabius the original (Alpha) Jehovah of
the Passover. He is Baal, Bel, and Helios, the Sun God. He has arisen from
the Four Sacred Halls to the top of the obelisk, climbing the spiral
staircase within (ladder of Jacob) to the Crown of the Sun. The horn is
centered in the Dog-days, and is a symbol of power:
“I will exalt your horn.”

The Four Halls make up the base of the Obelisk and is the Swastika, the
prime symbol in Minoan Crete. Either alone, or enclosed in a circle, it was
reserved for the Moon Goddess and her Royal Son, the King. The arms of the
Swastika are four sevens, equaling twenty eight, the number of days in the
months (moons) of the five season year. Osiris, Horus, Isis, Set and Nepthys
make up this sacred hall and its zenith. In the worship of Kali, they are
Siva, Kali. Vishnu, Surya, and Ganesa. In the coronation of an Indian king,
he is invested with a sacred mantle called
‘The Womb’. In this ceremony of rebirth, he is given five dice, the priest
saying; “Thou art master; may these five regions fall to thy lot.” The five
regions are the four quarters of the earth and the zentih.

Consider the construction of a Jousting tent, like the one young Arthur
entered to look for Kay’s sword. One does not rule by braun alone. Surely
Merlin taught his charge the secrets of the Kabala.
The two mysterious orders of the Essenes, the Sampsonians and the Helicaens,
were adepts in the calnedar mysteries and were named after Samson “like the
sun” the sun-hero, and the the Helix, or cosmic circle. An Essene who wished
to meditate, would insulate himself from the world by drawing a circle
around himself in the sand. Jesus does this while meditating in the
wilderness, and before he is ready to judge the men stoning the harlot to
death. Samson the Nazarite, was the first Judge of Israel. Samuel the
Nazarite, was the first to annoint a King of the Jews “He has risen!” the
A-lpha, to the Z-eneth!

Jon Presco

 

“Christine worked almost exclusively from photographs and
figures she cut from magazines like Vanity Fair and Vogue and
Glamour,” Garth recalls. “That’s why the women in her middle period
were so exquisite – the inspiration for them came from elegant
magazines that set the standard.”

https://rosamondpress.com/2013/02/24/forgiving-lillian-rosamond-molnar/

[This rendering is perhaps preferable to that of Stowe (“Annals,” 1631), which

In any case the epitaph must be accounted a libel in one respect, for Leland, the Antiquary to Henry VIII, records that, on the opening of Rosamond’s tomb, at the dissolution of Godstowe nunnery, the bones were found to be encased in leather, surrounded by lead, and that “a very swete smell came out of it.”

Of a widely different nature was the version published in 1729 by Samuel Croxall in his “Select Collection of Novels,” Vol. IV. “The Loves of King Henry II and Fair Rosamond.” Here the attitude assumed is one of learned contempt for popular credulity. “What have we in this Story,” says Croxall, “but a Copy of Ariadne’s Clue and the Cretan Labyrinth?

http://www.sacred-texts.com/etc/ml/ml22.htm

http://quod.lib.umich.edu/e/ecco/004772238.0001.000/1:4?rgn=div1;view=fulltext

By the early 1960s Philippe de Chérisey met Pierre Plantard, and together they developed an interest in Rennes-le-Château. From the mid-1950s local hotelier Noël Corbu circulated a story to boost trade, that the 19th century priest Bérenger Saunière of Rennes-le-Château had discovered the treasure of Blanche of Castile. The author Robert Charroux published Corbu’s story in his 1962 book Trésors du Monde.[2] In a letter dated 2 April 1965 to his girlfriend, de Chérisey wrote: “Don’t tell anyone, but I’ll be setting out again for four days in the Pyrenees with Plantard to see if we can get any closer to Mary Magdalene.”[3] A mixture of de Chérisey’s humor and surrealism can be identified within his activities relating to the Priory of Sion hoax, Gisors and Rennes-le-Château, contained in his correspondence as well as in his documents that he deposited in the Bibliothèque nationale de France in Paris.

Parchments[edit]

During the early 1960s de Chérisey forged two parchments, photocopies of which appeared in the 1967 book L’Or de Rennes by Gérard de Sède.[4] De Sède’s book adapted Corbu’s story to fit-in with Plantard’s claims about the Priory of Sion. The parchments hinted at the survival of the line of the Frankish king Dagobert II, that Plantard claimed to be descended from, as well as attempting to verify the existence of the 1000-year-old secret society, the Priory of Sion. The two “parchments” were later used as source material for the 1982 book The Holy Blood and the Holy Grail, which was itself used as a primary source for the 2003 bestselling novel The Da Vinci Code. Other documents, containing fake genealogies, were planted in the French National Library, the Bibliothèque Nationale in Paris throughout the 1960s, 1970s and 1980s.

Pierre Plantard and Gérard de Sède fell out over book royalties when L’Or de Rennes was published in 1967, at the same time Philippe de Chérisey announced that he had forged the “parchments”. De Chérisey elaborated about this in his 1978 unpublished document L’Énigme de Rennes, claiming they were originally made for his friend Francis Blanche, as material for a French radio serial entitled Signé Furax.[5] A second document by de Chérisey entitled Pierre et papier (“Stone and Paper”) provides a more detailed explanation, giving the more complicated decoding technique to one of the “parchments” by using a Knight’s Tour 25-letter alphabet, omitting the letter “w”, the knowledge of which can only be

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Philippe_de_Ch%C3%A9risey

 

“That which I was obliged to tell you of the beauty of Rosamond, in
recounting to you what fashion she appeared to the eyes of my master,
hindered me from extending something upon that of Albisinda: but I
may tell you with truth, that if Rosamond were not in the world,
perhaps there would be nothing more beautiful then that Princess; and
that next to Rosamond, she has those particular charms, which nothing
can withstand: she has without doubt has less splendor and Majesty
than the Princess of the Cimbrians.”

http://www.geocities.com/prosemont/Pha_Ros.html

In 1677 de Costes de la Calprenede is said to have written the first
historic romance novel when 1668 he compiled the history of the
Merovingian Frankish Kings in his monumental work ‘Pharamond’. Within
we have an account of Pharamond’s love for Rosemonde, the Cambrian
princess whose tribe, the Cimri, are mentioned in the Bible, they
associated with the Royal Scythians and the people of the ‘Prince of
Rosh’ that Ezekiel prophecised against in chaper 38. They are the
horseman of the Russian Steppes who would form the Celtic peoples
when they moved west. The ancestors of the Merovingians are kin to
the Cimri, who they chased into Asia, all the way to Ceylon India.
The union of Pharmond and Rosamonde will create the Sicambrian
Franks. Gardener says this union brought together to Grail
Bloodlines.

Gauthier dedicated ‘Pharamond’ to the Dutchess of Albemarle who
marired Christopher Monck, the son of George Monck the Duke of
Albemarle. Albemarle is the orignal name of the city of Charelston
which was a city founded by the The Lords Proprietors. George Monck
was instrumental in restoring the Stuarts to the throne.

http://www.bartleby.com/27/14.html

 

 

The opera of Rosamond, though it is seldom mentioned, is one of the first of Addison’s compositions. The subject is well-chosen, the fiction is pleasing, and the praise of Marlborough, for which the scene gives an opportunity, is, what perhaps every human excellence must be, the product of good-luck improved by genius. The thoughts are sometimes great, and sometimes tender; the versification is easy and gay. There is doubtless some advantage in the shortness of the lines, which there is little temptation to load with expletive epithets. The dialogue seems commonly better than the songs. The two comic characters of Sir Trusty and Grideline, though of no great value, are yet such as the poet intended. Sir Trusty’s account of the death of Rosamond is, I think, too grossly absurd. The whole drama is airy and elegant; engaging in its process, and pleasing in its conclusion. If Addison had cultivated the lighter parts of poetry, he would probably have excelled.

 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sarah_Churchill,_Duchess_of_Marlborough

John Churchill died at Windsor in 1722, and Sarah arranged a large funeral for him.[71] Their daughter, Henrietta, became duchess in her own right. Sarah became one of the trustees of the Marlborough estate, and she used her business sense to distribute the family fortune, including the income for her daughter Henrietta.[72]

 

Sarah died, in the words of Tobias Smollett, “immensely rich and very little regretted, either by her own family or the world in general”,[86] but her efforts to continue the Marlborough legacy cannot be ignored. Because of her influence, Sarah managed to marry off members of her family to England’s greatest aristocratic dynasties. Among the more famous descendants of the Marlboroughs are Winston Churchill[a] and Diana, Princess of Wales.[b]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sarah_Churchill,_Duchess_of_Marlborough

 

Joseph Addison’s mediocre opera of 1707, Eleanor considerately uses a sleeping potion, not poison, so that Rosamond can be dispatched to the nunnery without a fuss and Henry and Eleanor can be reconciled.  It was a failure, needless to say.  The theater-going public wants blood and excessive displays of passion or they won’t show up.  It was also around this time that Woodstock disappeared.  The Duke and Duchess of Marlborough tore it down in 1704 to build their new palace; apparently the Duchess was not a sentimentalist and Blenheim Palace now sits on the spot.  For the rest of the 18th century, the story was neglected, though a few narrow-minded moralists used it to attack licentiousness.

The Lost Symbol[edit]

In The Lost Symbol, Robert Langdon has an adventure with the concepts of Freemasonry in Washington D.C. Tricked into visiting the nation’s Capitol, Robert Langdon spends twelve hours racing through the monuments and buildings of the USA’s forefathers, searching for the truth about the secret society of the Masons. Behind new doors lie secrets that promise to change the way people view science and politics, now threatened by Zachary Solomon, the renegade, estranged son of Robert Langdon’s friend, Peter Solomon, who has himself been kidnapped by Zachary, now going by the name Mal’akh. Robert Langdon is the last line of defense. With help from Katherine Solomon (Peter’s younger sister), Warren Bellamy (the Architect of the Capitol) and Inoue Sato (the director of the CIA).

Date: Thu, 04 Jan 2001 16:59:12 -0000
From: jrose@…
Reply-To: Rennes-le-chateau@egroups.com
To: Rennes-le-chateau@egroups.com
Subject: [Rennes-le-chateau] God-speak

In reading ‘The White Goddess’ I began to understand the God we don’t
see in the Bible is an Alphabet God whose knowlege comes to us via a
calendar mystery, as God had to be the Creator of all things,
including the days of our lives, or, they were from the other source –
chaos itself. To say the text of the Bible is aligorical, just
touches the surface of a genius at work here, that came to amaze
those who worked with the Word and the Name, they finding the human
language had a life of its own. I am sure the Scribes, Prophets, and
Bards had the same realizations we are experiancing here in the
computer age, that there exists an infinite wisdom and relfection
that we are bid to come meet full-face, but because knowlege is
infinite, we understand we are placed in a narrow cleft of a rock
(Sion) we only allowed to see the Great Project pass by from our
narrow window – and then only the backside of it, as in the White
Rabbit going down its burrow, and Einstein’s creation, big-bang
theory.

It is also apparent, those who made these word discoveries were just
as keen to protect their discoveries, and thus we have riddles and
codes, a maze that protects the conclussion and the source. In doing
this, it was only a matter of time that someone built a maze to get
to the maze, and thus claim the whole maze. I recognized Paul ‘The
Pharisee of Pharisees’ had done this, he replacing Mose’s, Gods, and
Jesus’s laws and teaching a weird, shame-based dead end. Paul was
more then likely employed by the Herodian family to give them more
legitamacy after Queen Berenice married Titus Flavius, thus ensure
the future of the alliance the Maccabees made with Rome in order to
protect Israel from the Greek Selucids.

Latin then went through a counter-word anti-revolutionary alteration,
aimed at destroying the Jewish-Greek union in a new alpha and omega
alphabet. For world conquerers to overcome the world, and then have
the conquered speak the language of a old rival, a confederacy
of ‘Sea Peoples’ would not do, as this kept Rome from being the sea
power it longed to be, the Phoenucians and Carthaginians – and the
Franks and Jews, claiming this Atlantian Kingdom. I am sure the
Frankish pirates adobted the Skull and Crossbone as the symbol of
their piracy, they cheated out of a sea-treaty no doubt. To see
Jesus, or John, as a Sea-savior of a watery kingdom is the lost
picture here, one that goes directly to the feet of Mark Anthony and
Cleopatra at Alexandria.

The ‘Enthroned Man’ appears to be the key to the word-puzzle, he the
ancient computer made manifest. The scribes or teachers of the EM
would overcome anyone who learned this new alphabet, especially of
there is a new and ancient cosmology attached to it. Graves says this
about that revolution;

“I am suggesting, in fact, that the religious revolution which
brought about the alphabet changes in Greece and Britain was a Jewish
one, initiated by Ezekiel (622-570 BC) which was taken up by the
Greek-speaking Jews of Egypt and borrowed from them by the
Pythagorians.” “The Name must have come to Britain by way of southern
Gaul where the Pythagoreans were establsihed early.”

“The ‘Enthroned Man’ is not God, as might be supposed: God lets
nobody see his face and live. It is God’s likeness reflected in
spritual man. Thus, though Ezekiel retains the traditional imagery of
the unchanging Sun-God who rules the apex of a cone of light over the
four regions of the round universe- the eagle poised above the four
beasts- of the ever-changing bull-calf. Celestrial Hurcules, he has
withdrawn Jehovah from the old Trinity of Q’re (sun), Ashima (moon)
and Anatha (Ishtar) and redefined him as the God who demands national
perfection, whose similitude is a holy Being, half Judah, half
Benjamin, seated on Levis throne.” The ‘Lion Throne’?

Here again is the horn of the narwhale as a beam of cone shaped light
upon which the ‘Entroned Man’ stands with a rainbow around him, the
four regions being the swastika (sun) eclipsing the “round” moon, of
the five seasons, this Prismatic Man giving birth to the five vowels,
now represented by five colors – purple being the fifth color?
Thus, the EM “wore the purple”? This is the Unicorn formula that
Arthur (who sought national perfection) may have deduced in his
studies as a young boy, as Merlin’s apprentice, who was more then
likely a Pythagorian Jew from Narborne, which I am curious to know,
means “narwhale born”. Anybody?

Jon

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You are speaking of the Morrow family who I believe is also the
MacMurroughs, these names both stemming from names that mean ‘Mermaids’ and
Mermen’. I have the original spelling somewhere. They might be on my URL
under articles ‘Mysteries of the Priory De Sion’. Murry, is also a Mermaid,
and the Murry Clan badge depicts a Mermaid beholding herself in a mirror.
She is a hairdresser, but she is not holding a comb, but rather a……that
is used to pluck the harp – the Irish Harp, that you will find on the Rose
Clan badge. You will find the Morrow Family Tree on my domain, along with my
mother’s maiden name, Rosamond. An article about MacMurrough is there, who
is also mentioned in the Roche Family History I recently posted. In my essay
I discuss the ‘Palmers’. Robert Graves mentions them in his ‘White Goddess’
on page 396. They are key to my next post. The Palmers worshipped ‘Mary Gyp’
who is ‘Mary of Egypt’ who is’The May Bride’ who is the source of the name
‘Merry England’- and ‘Lady Miriam’. To quote Graves:

“When the Crusaders invaded the Holy Land, built castles and settled down,
they found a number of heretical Christian sects living there under Moslem
protection, who soon seduced them from orhtodoxy. This is how the cult of
Mary Gipsey came to England, brought thrrough Compostella Spain by poor
pilgrims with palm branches in their hands, copies of the Apocryphal Gospels
in their wallets, and Aphrodites scallop shells stitched in their caps-the
Palmers celebrated in Ophelia’s song in Hamlet. The Lyre-plucking,
red-stockinged troubadors, of whom king Richard the Lion-Heart is best
rembere3d in Britain, estactically adobted the the Marian cult.”

As well he should, as this cult begat the legend of Robin Hood, who
protected Richard’s interests – but more then that, his mother, Eleanore,
was ‘Queen of the Troubadors’ of Narborne, from wence this cult cam so long
ago – as you will see in my next post! from this line of Seers and Palmers
would come Rene De Anjou, also in the Morrow Tree, his very psychic mother,
Iolando? who might have sponcered Joan of Ark from the beginning, she
learning of her gifts. Nostradamus is descend from the De Anjous.

My late mother, Rosemary, and my late sister, Christine – and myself, were
very psychic, we proving to each other time and time again we didn’t need to
use a telephone. I would like to – talk to your Marrows. What frequency do
they tune their harps to?

Jon Presco

Date: Mon, 25 Dec 2000 17:58:29 -0000
From: jrose@…
Reply-To: Rennes-le-chateau@egroups.com
To: Rennes-le-chateau@egroups.com
Subject: [Rennes-le-chateau] El and ‘The Sea Servant of Man’

The ‘Red Dragon’ in Revelations 12 is El the Sea Serpent, Sea-beast,
or Whale that swallowed ‘The Messenger’ and spit him put of his mouth
like a stream of water on to the shores of a foreign land, he coming
up from the sand as the ‘Son of man’ carrying the Nehushtan on his
Rod, his Staff, its seven-heads, seven-crowns, and ten-horns
representing the seven sea kingdoms of the seven seas of the sea
peoples who came down to the shore to hear the servant of the sea
serpent speak about founding a new kingdom called Septamania (land of
seven) in the South of France! Now that was easy for me to say! But,
what does God-El say? He says this in Exodus 20:3

“Thou shalt have no other gods before me. Thou shalt not make unto
thee any graven images, or any likeness of anything, that is in the
heaven above, or that is in the the earth beneath, or is in the WATER
under the earth. Thou shall not bow down thyself to them, nor serve
them:” BUT FOR NEHUSHTAN? Read John 3:12-15 again;

“If I have told you of earthly things, and ye not believe not, how
shall ye believe, if I tell you of heavenly things? And no man hath
ascended up to heaven, but he that came down from heaven, even the
Son of man which is in heaven.” (Meaning he is in heaven as Jesus
speaks) “And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even
so the Son of man be lifted up:”

Did Jesus, a Nazarite devotee of John the Baptist, prepare the way
for the return of the “greatest prophet born of woman” as Jesus put
it? Did Jesus raise John, and not Lazarus from the dead. Lazarus is
another form of the name Eleazur the third son of Aaron and his
succesor to the office of the High Priest, the preisthood of Aaron
usurped when Abithar was dismissed.

This tenth Commandment has been tampered with, it written after the
fall of the temple and the casting out of the Hellenised Jews, and
the Creten Nazarites who had come to reign in it, they for sure
honoring Alexander the Great as a Second Moses, of the SEVENTY-two
elders of the Septuagint! The Danes of the Danite Judges wearing the
Cross-let of the Tetragrammation, are the Levi Knights of the Rose
Cross, who raised the Sea Dragon from the Sea, and it was the Ensign,
and the End Sign of an old kingdom about to rise once again from the
Sea, as Rhodes the daughter Poesidon once did.

“I God El am a jealous God! Thou shalt not make for thy selves any
other God but Nehushtan to go before thee and offer unto you my gift
of divine protection.”

Take the word NEHUSHTAN, contract it, and you get the name NETHAN,
or, NATHAN which means “gift of God” JONATHAN means “gift of Jehovah”.
Thus, in beginning of Revelations the Servant coming out of the Sea
is the ‘Son of man’ who is John the Baptist, who was with God in the
beginning and with God in the ending of – the greatest story still to
be told….waiting in the wings to be revealed unto you!

Have a blessed day, knowing God’s protection is with you!

Jon Presco

Copyright 2000

Date: Sun, 21 Jan 2001 17:42:15 -0000
From: jrose@…
Reply-To: Rennes-le-chateau@egroups.com
To: Rennes-le-chateau@egroups.com
Subject: [Rennes-le-chateau] ‘Brightness of God’

The symbol on the ephod could have been a swastika (seraph) within a
circle like the one the Samsonian and Helicean sect of the Essenes
drew around them on the ground they entering this circle to meditate
as Jesus does while in the wilderness for forty days and nights be
tempted. These two sects were adebts in the clandar mysteries, this
ENCOMPASSING circle representative of Asherah, the moon of the five
seasons of 28 days, turned into the Sun with the 4 sevens that make
up the arms of the swastika, more then likey a divine Star-son born
(aleph) to earth during a total eclipse of the sun as we see in
Matthew 27:52. The Essenes stopped worshipping at the temple when the
homage to the rising sun was done away with. The ‘Enthtroned Son of
Man’ is depicted at the apex of a conal-shaped ray (nrwhel horn) of
light falling into a circle, much like the image of God holding
calipurs, the HAND of God upon these calipars, the FIVE vowels of the
Annointed one, the FIVE days left over in the five season year that
are sacrificed when the sun begnins to wax on December 23, Benjamine
and Dagoberts day….THUS, the symbol on the ephod is a Masonic
symbol, as the Comacine Masters knew how to five-finger-speak, the
root of the five fingers the five vowels that make of the FOUR halls
of the swastika containing YHWH – the FIFTH space rising within the
obilysk stone the “builders rejected” when they rejected the sun-
worship of the Samsonian, Helicean, Essenes. Jesus was taken to this
obilysk after he was born, to be in the shadow of ‘Cleopatras Needle’.

I will keep doing this formula, no matter how many times it is
rejected!

Robert Graves suggests the ‘Berserks’ also ingested ‘Ambrosia’ the
food of the Gods and the Centaurs, which are mushrooms. The
Merovingian Franks were ‘Berserks’, Morton Snith suggesting the first
Chruch was based on a mushroom cult. Alice Kehoe has discovered that
Egyptian mummies have traces of coca and tabacco leaves in them,
evidence of trips top the New World. Consider the Incan Sun Calendar.
I have little doubt that the Judaic/Egyptian relgion planted it’s
root in the New World.

I have posted the autobiography of my late sister, the
artist ‘Rosamond’ with links to the Pre-Raphaelites who wroshipped
Fair Rosamond, second wife of King Henry the second son of Godfroi de
Bouillon, she descended from the Danites and three Flavian emperors.
She was a Grail Queen compared to Mary Stuart and Cleopatra by the
Pre-Raphaelite poet, Swinburne, who connects her the type of mystery
we find around Mary Magdalene, where the true ‘Rose of the World’ is
turned into a whore by the false church who is still desperately
trying to keep the lid on her. I find the ‘Net of Coincidence’ to
profound to ignore, or, assign to meglamania, this grandiosity
beloinging to usurper Satan Saul/Paul….’The Bride of Jesus’.

Jon Presco

Copyright 2001

http://members.nbci.com/velchanos/Bonds%20with%20Angels.htm

I direct you to the bottom of the page ‘Bonds with Angels’ to read
all links to Swinburne and Rosamond. I am convinced we are looking at
a present-day spiritual block to understanding the the symbols of the
Magdalene, the innitian in the Labyrinth, the Red Thread of Ariadne –
severed!

ACT I. SCENE I.

A Prospect of Woodstock-Park, termina|ting in the Bower.

Enter Queen and Page.

Queen.

WHAT Place is here!

What Scenes appear!

Where-e’er I turn my Eyes,

All around

Enchanted Ground

And soft Elysiums rise:

Flow’ry Mountains,

Mossie Fountains,

Shady Woods,

Chrystal Floods

With wild Variety surprise.

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Art Therapy For Bold-Faced Liars!

Here is an essay on Art as the Truth.

http://www.e-flux.com/journal/71/60513/the-truth-of-art/

“The central question to be asked about art is this one: Is art capable of being a medium of truth? This question is central to the existence and survival of art because if art cannot be a medium of truth then art is only a matter of taste. One has to accept the truth even if one does not like it. But if art is only a matter of taste, then the art spectator becomes more important than the art producer. In this case art can be treated only sociologically or in terms of the art market—it has no independence, no power. Art becomes identical to design.”

What I am going to reveal is what ‘When You Close Your Eyes’ revealed, being, Rosamond’s success was an elaborate and deceitful business adventure – from the start! Snyder reveals the truth Ira Kaplan (Cohen) made Christine an artist, and exploited her. My sister took Ira to court to stop him from putting her beautiful women on Kleenex box holders, and such, the very things Stacey Pierrot promises to put the captured Rosamond Women on – against their will. Is this a sexy thing for ‘The Caretaker’ to do? Did she put the CLOSED sign on the door, then go down into the gallery basement – and masturbate?

What is truly astounding, is the Supreme Court of Monterey was TRICKED-FOOLED into approving the sale of my families Creative and Literary Legacy, to Jacci Belford’s best friend in High School. Jacci knew Christine and Garth were not paying their taxes, and, so did Stacey. Did Morris represent Stacey in court? Did he tell the Judge Rosamond had filed for Bankruptcy while Pierrot was “assistant manager”?  Why would any Judge back the business people who drove the gallery into Bankruptcy. How could any Judge believe Stacey was the right Gallery Gargoyle for the job? Outrageous! What was THE OUTCOME – ONCE MORE?

What Morris&Buck created amidst my family tragedy was a Retreat for Bad Art Business People, a sanctuary and sanitarium where they can get some creative therapy, and own a Designer Art Soul. And, when things go bad, again they can go cry on Morris’s shoulder – for yet another ART CHANCE!

“Please Daddy Morris. I want to be a Movie Mogul. This will make me feel better about myself. I need money. I must have money! Fuck art!”

Morris brought Little Stacey before the Judge, and declared;

“I found us a Fresh Face, an innocent and un-jaded Goldy Locks! She is ripe for a the next Act of Illusion – your Honor!”

 

Stacey lied to me about selling the family partnership prints. When Liddle Jacci told me Shannon would destroy the estate, I told Vicki it would be best she did, do what she will, or, our family would be destroyed. Here is my niece, Shannon Rosamond, and her crazy ass grandfather who destroyed our family as Business Partner of Vicki and Christine.

A Republican Senator is suggesting we have a Designer President, who does not have to tell the truth, because he is re-designing his image – on twitter! Morris&Buck employed three ghost writers to rework Pierrot’s image. She failed to make ‘Art Saleslady of the Year’. When Snyder’s biography failed to sell, she offered it for free if you bought $600 dollars of prints. Arriving home, you can read about the alleged family incest – for free!

In Mr. Sydney Morris’s Report of the Administration he says on page 4 line 10;

Petitioner hired Stacey Pierrot, who had been assistant manager of the gallery during Decedent’s lifetime, to run the gallery and prepare and execute a marketing plan. The gallery was run by the estate until March 1996 when the gallery was sold to Ms. Pierrot through a contract approved by this Court. During the time that the estate operated the gallery, aggressive marketing efforts were made in an attempt to stir interest in Decedent’s work and increase the potential market for her work. In spite of these efforts, interest in Decedent’s work continued to wane.”

On page six, Mr. Morris explains why there was a delay in the closing of the estate;

“By September 2000, however, plans were underway for a biography of Decedent, which Petitioner hoped might create interest in her work. The book was published in 2002. Although the book did not spur the hoped-for interest in Decedent’s life and work, efforts continued to market the concept of a screenplay based upon Decedent’s life. Petitioner hoping that this might be brought to fruition, elected to keep the estate open. However, it is the Petitioner’s belief the likelihood of an increased interest in Decedents work is negligible, and the time has come to close the estate.”

“Pierrot later bought the business from the estate, royalties
from which go to Rosamond’s daughters, Drew now 11, and Shannon, 28.
Pierrot has a determined vision of where she wants the business to
go. A poster of Rosamond’s creation “Dunkin the Frog” will be
distributed to children in hospitals. T-shirts and tote bags will
also be produced featuring the whimsical character, Pierrot says. All
manner of upscale merchandising is contemplated using the images from
Rosamond’s paintings…bed linins, throw pillows and other elegant
household items.”

Jon Presco

Copyright 2017

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Weinstein Goes For Therapy

If I had signed that Non-Disclosure agreement Tom Snyder sent me, I would not have been able to finish my books, nor would I be able to tell about my progress in therapy. Snyder did not suffer being raped at work like Christine did, she fighting off her bosses sexual advances because she needed the waitress job. She had a daughter to house and feed. Rosamond’s boss knew this, and didn’t understand why she was holding out. Did other single mothers give in? This is why my dear sister turned to art. At twenty-three, there was nothing left for her. She was afraid to get a job. She did not tell me she was raped, for fear of what I would do. There was another rape that was filmed – after Christine was drugged. Michael Dundon almost killed the couple that lived downstairs from his mother. They were going to sell this as a porno movie.

Harvey Weinstein got into therapy. How many angry brothers – and fathers – are out there? When the non-victim authors a fake healing book and talks about incest that did not happen to him, it is like a rape – is sexual abuse – and, there is no resolve, no therapy, no nothing for the victims in my family thanks to Heisinger, Morris, Rose, and Buck.

Will Weinstein author a Tell-All book? How many women were threatened with a lawsuit if they dare speak out and accuse Mr. Weinstein of rape?

My daughter lives in Santa Rosa with my grandson. I have no way to contact them and know if they are alive. Six years ago I brought to my daughter’s attention the giant pee stain on the back seat of the rental car, which goes with the comment by Tyler……

“Linda wet her pants and made a funny!”

Heather denied it, and Bill Cornwell said;

“Maybe you wet your pants, and are too crazy to remember. You sat there too!”

This is when I asked him if he would like to meet me somewhere and fight me. Heather’s family and the Bulkleys accuse me of being abusive. Can you count the large EMPTY pitchers of beer in the photos below? Does Linda have a drinking problem? Did she reject AA? Did Bill max out Heather’s credit cards, and she has a son to support? How could Heather open her legs to a drunken pig like Cornwell? Whey did she break up with him? Did he rage on Tyler because his mother bought him toys – too?

Answer: Bill is Linda’s kind of man. Both will never have a child. This is why they hate me. I also had a beautiful and gifted sister. This is why Tom Snyder hates me. Julie Lynch hates me because I stand between her and a big pay day. She has written a screenplay for cable ‘Before The Wave’.  Why does Rosemary fear Christine will steal my limelight? Christine was not forbidden to draw – anywhere! How did Lynch find the kindergarten teacher, and how old is she? I figure around ninety. My sister did not own these amazing skills. This is a lie encouraged by the BIG&POWERFUL law firm of Heisinger, Morris, Rose, and Buck. This is CHILD ABUSE. Children are given lies to own for the rest of their lives so Julie can have MORE MONEY! There are no teenage drawings. What is the name of that teacher, Julie – you lying child molester! Stop play with us as if we were your rag dolls you stripped naked!

“If Christine’s parents had embraced her talent, there might be existing works from her childhood, but this was not to be. Fearing that Christine would steal her brother’s spotlight as the family artist, Christine’s mother, Rosemary, forbade Christine to draw at home. The only time she could express herself was at school or in her closet, by flashlight, when everyone else was asleep. Though we don’t have images to prove it, Christine’s kindergarten teacher has said that, by age five, Christine was already drawing with adult skill. She can remember Christine’s pictures of animals having near perfect detail and perspective.

In addition to oppressing Christine artistically, Rosemary also dominated Christine with physical violence. Trying to support four children with only a high school education and little help from her alcoholic husband, Rosemary was often enraged. She took this rage out on Christine and Christine’s earliest known works reflect it. In Teenage Drawing II, her subject is reticent and withdrawn.  In Teenage Drawing III, the woman looks shocked and angry.”

How many producers bought the lie about the flashlight in the closet? NONE! Sydney Morris produces another BAD LIAR – and fucking loser! He holds try-outs for losers in my families ongoing tragedy and crisis! Why does Morris hate us – and Rosamond’s fans – who saw right through this depressing bullshit, and burned their Rosamonds.  They wondered why there was no sympathy for me being a abused child – too!  I am made out to be the scapegoat – who feels no pain! Therefor, you can do anything you want to me. Women are alas speaking out about the system that bids them to be DECIEVED, and – STAY DECIEVED! So are men!

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Around 1981 I stopped by the first Rosamond gallery and found a one page bio on a coffee table. I knew it was inspired by the movie ‘Mommie Dearest’. I had caught Christine drawing in the closet, and ran and got My Mommy, who beat her daughter with a clothes hanger.  I was four. When I called the famous Rosamond, and asked who wrote this lie, she told me it was aimed at selling her art – and not at me! You see, her sales were waning. She and her business people needed something to make the cash register sing. My siblings knew about this Evil Paper, yet, they invested in Rosamond’s art. So did their father.

I pulled a big knife on my father when he refused to leave our home. I was twelve. He had come to take eight year old Vicki on a hundred mile drunken drive to see grandma. There was a stay-away order. For doing this, he told my sisters I betrayed him, tried to kill him so I could have my mother all to myself, because, I was not really his son. I was the product of Rosemary’s infidelities. Not one of my siblings took my side, told Vic he is a liar. Why? They were afraid to know the truth, know what happened to them, know why they are so fucked up. As long as I was punished, they felt relief.

All these fake writers got the wrong parent. Vic got off scott-free! He died an innocent man, while Jacci Belford and Garth Benton plotted on how to get around me and rake in the doe from the movie. The idea that Patrice continued to talk with Tom Snyder, after I forbid her to do so, fills me with utter dread – and rage! This is too dark, and not redeeming!  This is why I never saw a dime from Rosamond’s art, and, our story.

In 1989 with two years sobriety I sent a forty page letter to my three siblings.

“We have been taken prisoner, and put in a jury box. We have been Child Judges most of our life. But don’t you see, it was not Vic, it was not Rosemary, it was………both of them! Get your children back. You have thrown them away, replicating what was done to us.”

I thought I would never be a father. In one of my programs I said;

“I threw my child so far away – by never having one! I was terrified of replicating my parents abuse.”

When I saw Mommie Dearest, I saw Rosemary coming at us. When Mark and I emptied her big jug of Burgundy Pisano down the drain, it was the Crawford Hour. She drove us out. We hitched 500 miles to Oakland. AA has saved millions by providing a sanctuary to tell your story. Bob Buck’s Boys, took that sanctuary away. So much for Alcohol Justice.

Jon Presco

Copyright 2017

By September 2000, however, plans were underway for a biography of Decedent, which Petitioner hoped might create interest in her work. The book was published in 2002. Although the book did not spur the hoped-for interest in Decedent’s life and work, efforts continued to market the concept of a screenplay based upon Decedent’s life. Petitioner hoping that this might be brought to fruition, elected to keep the estate open. However, it is the Petitioner’s belief the likelihood of an increased interest in Decedents work is negligible, and the time has come to close the estate.”

This poor victim just wants to make a living, take home a paycheck, and this grunting rich fucking pig tries to rape her, showing no respect for her brothers and father. Weinstein is un-American. He should be made to crawl to the American Flag, across a football field while pelted with garbage!

 

 

Following the initial report, Weinstein said in a statement that he was working with therapists and planned to “deal with this issue head-on.” He has since been fired from his powerhouse studio, The Weinstein Company, and his wife, Marchesa designer Georgina Chapman, has announced she’s leaving him.

“My heart breaks for all the women who have suffered tremendous pain because of these unforgivable actions. I have chosen to leave my husband. Caring for my young children is my first priority and I ask the media for privacy at this time,” Chapman says in a statement to PEOPLE.

On Tuesday, Gwyneth Paltrow and Angelina Jolie added their own accounts of alleged mistreatment. Paltrow told the NYT that Weinstein sexually harassed her in a hotel room when she was 22. The encounter allegedly ended with Weinstein placing his hands on her and suggesting a massage.

 

Writing A Recovery Book

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At my sister’s house after the funeral, my niece, Shannon Rosamond, came downstairs with a armful of her mother’s papers demanding to know who had rifled thru them. I approached her and offered her my seven year sobriety coin I had received at an Alcoholics Anonymous meeting.

“Shannon. This is all you need. You have inherited your mother’s disease. Get sober, and everything will be yours.”

Shannon mumbled, saying something about her already being sober. Now Vicki Presco spoke up.

“I would like that coin. I got six years of sobriety!”

With a year of sobriety I took my surviving sister to a AA meeting, and she has not had a drink, hence. However, she never went to another AA meeting. I gave he my coin in hope this would set a sane and sober direction for our family. At the Rosamond gallery three women from Christine’s AA group approached me and told he who they were. They informed me my famous sister’s first sober birthday was that day. My mother, Rosemary, told me there was a party planned for her daughter out at Rocky Point, where she drowned. Vicki didn’t tell me any of this. I wondered why.

When my surviving sister hid other information from me, I began to wonder what was being discussed at Rosamond’s house the day after she left us. Vicki did not want me to attend this meeting of Christine’s friends, she saying I would not get along with them. She said they were raising money to pay for the funeral.  This was a lie, what they discussed was authoring a book from which would a movie would be made. My family knew I was authoring an autobiography about my recovery, called ‘Bonds With Angels’. Our three sister’s in AA invited me to attend a meeting Christine’s home group was having, they saying their goodbyes to a world famous artist, who began to find answers as to why her life had stopped working for her. I was told Rosamond had a sponsor and was working the steps. I asked if my sister had found a higher power yet.

“No.”

After my daughter came into my life, I suggested Heather and her mother attend Adult Children of Alcoholics meetings. When they informed me they were going to Al-Anon meetings, I got upset. These meeting were for women who had been married to alcoholics. What I wanted Patrice to look at was her alcoholic father who severely abused his wife, who took her own life by jumping off a cliff. Patrice told me her brother was very withdrawn, and asked me if I could apply my recovery. Craig has no children, nor does Linda, his sister, who drinks around the clock.

A couple of weeks later I can no longer contact my minor daughter. Two years later I find out she as formed a bond with Vicki and her son. The second ghost writer that Stacey Pierrot hired to author Rosamond’s story, had been wooing the Stage Mother and her daughter, he and others wanting our miracle in their book – and movie script. Tom Snyder had tried to trick me into signing a contract that would not have allowed me to mention Christine in my book.  After saying he would not use the Family Recovery in his book, he now makes that the major theme.

Never in the history of recovery-writing has a ghost writer written a recovery book for a dead person – and he has no twelve-step program, nor has he suffered the abuse we Presco children suffered. To push aside the surviving artist in recovery in order to realize a profit from revealing the fact Christine and her daughter, Shannon, were sexually abused by my father, is an outrage! The suppression of my revelations employing my newfound daughter and her mother, was blessed by Vicki, and her brother Mark who demanded I sign Snyder contract, and apologize to aunt Lillian for cursing her when I found out she was giving interviews to Snyder – in her home! Lillian had given me a five hour recorded interview a month earlier.  Mark disowned me saying I was just as abusive as our alcoholic parents. He set the theme on how to negate, and hopefully crush, my recovery novel.

In 1990, Mark gave me a call and informed me Vic Presco had raped his granddaughter, Shannon. When I expressed shock, Mark said this;

“Don’t be such a prude. I’ve considered becoming a pedophile myself.”

I had to consider if Mark had seduced Shannon whom Christine got into therapy. What other family secrets would she reveal?

Yesterday I returned to therapy in order to cope with the extreme abuse I have suffered by women who owned a hidden agenda that I dare expose. Why Patrice and my daughter would back the rival biographer, is confounding! My book would have created a legacy for Heather, and, my grandson that was not yet born. Stacey and Tom had replaced Christine and I – with the help of Mark and Vicki, who lurked in the background, hid in the dark as they pulled the strings on their Stacy and Tom dolls. Patrice, the Stage Mother, is using our daughter as her personal doll, Heather making sure her mother gets all the narcissistic supply she deserves! Mary and Vicki are getting their vicarious supply, and hope to make a huge profit from the movie that I suspect my daughter wanted to be in. Would she play the young Rosamond who was forced to draw in the dark closet with a flashlight?

“Tom Snyder seems like a really nice guy also. It seems he is supportive of you and he definitely played an important part in connecting you with Heather and that is important and not to be ignored.”

When I graduated from Serenity Lane my aftercare package contained these words;

“Write! Write! Write!”

In 1992 I began ‘Bonds With Angels’ the story of how two siblings could be so creative considering the how hard their destructive narcissistic parents fought them for the limelight. I found a therapist who specializes in working with artists. I attended Artist Anonymous meetings. I begged all my siblings to get sober, get in recovery, and find a therapist. The plan they came up with was ‘The Famous Dead Artist’ program.

My brother got to read the rough draft of Snyder’s lying biography of Christine. I asked him why he didn’t contribute to it.

“I couldn’t think of anything nice to say about her.”

My narcissistic brother – who blessed the outsiders – was at the new Rosamond gallery openings, his bragging right fully in tact after Rosamond’s death, while I, the Abusive One, was banned, set adrift, marooned!

Pierrot and Snyder had given my brother power over me. Mark bid me to include exerts from his misogynist essay in my biography. Three years ago I tried once more the get along with my family so my recovery book could be finished, and my daughter thought our family reunion would be a great event to advertise her new boyfriend, the drunken Bubba dirt track racer who wants to open a Bar & Grill with drunken Flip and Linda, and Vicki and my money we got from uncle Vinnie. I have to assume Heather and her Stage Mother took in one Al-Anon meeting, concluded they were better then this, and set out to get tight with the Gallery Gargoyles who had chosen a Rosamond look-alike to finish her recovery novel, and, crank out more commercial schlock art.

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This is more of a nightmare then what the Keane family went through. We all had been replaced by narcissistic outsiders who had not heart or care about what they did to the famous artist when she was alive, and dead. They surely were not going to allow the surviving family artist to have any of their precious narcissistic supply!

Allow me to mix the images I took from the Bar & Grill family memers and mix the in with the ads for recovery novels.

 

Jon Presco

Copyright 2014

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“The Woman’s Movement is based on two entirely false premises. The first is that “Women have been oppressed and sexually exploited by Men”. This is just the opposite of what is really true. Women enjoy a privileged position in this society and have been making a living sexually exploiting Men for the last five million years.”

The simple act of expressing your thoughts and feelings about emotionally challenging experiences on paper is proven to speed your recovery and improve your mental and physical health. This book, written by one of America’s most distinguished research psychologists, guides you through a brief, powerful series of directed writing exercises you can do right in the book. Each will leave you with a stronger sense of value in the world and the ability to accept that that life can be good – even when it is sometimes bad.

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How Stories Transform Lives

In the beginning was the word. Since the dawn of civilization, the storyteller has held a unique role in guiding, inspiring, and transforming individuals and communities. Every day around the world, in homes, churches, online, through social media, on convention center stages, in theaters, and big and small screens, storytellers continue sharing their experience, strength, and hope by telling others what it was like, what happened, and what it’s like now. Whether through listening or telling, writing or reading, stories are powerful. Stories are healing. Stories transform lives.

This article focuses on creative writing and recovery with an emphasis on how you can help your clients transform their lives through writing their stories. You will also discover how you can transform your own life and career by becoming a published author. What’s your story?

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The Mystery of My Story

By the time I entered the recovery house, I was already a successful author, having written several books on personal finance and consumer issues. I had appeared on hundreds of radio and television talk shows as one of the nation’s leading credit experts. Writing was an essential part of my life, but something was sorely missing – my life was a miserable mess. I needed to do something different. I needed help.

As part of my treatment plan my counselor arranged for me to write out my fourth step in the form of a memoir. For an hour a day I poured out all my thoughts and memories, frightfully surprised as rivers of poetry mixed with secret crimes and lovers bubbled to the surface of my soul and spilled out onto yellow legal pads. The result of this process was a catharsis that led to emotional healing and spiritual insight, transforming my life with a deep and permanent Light.

Within 30 days I had a 300-page memoir in front of me ready to share with the world. I soon found a literary agent who wanted to shop the book to New York publishers as a sensational true confessional. Suddenly, my agent died and the manuscript disappeared into a desk drawer to gather dust. Years later, I dusted off the early draft and decided to change the names, locations, and even the primary character to the point of total anonymity. I recently rewrote the book as a novel titled, The Light, a mystical odyssey about addiction, recovery, and redemption.

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Writing and Recovery

How many of the 12 steps actually requirewriting? Many people in recovery programs complete workbooks or journals, writing out their thoughts and answering questions about each of the 12 steps of recovery. If you sit in enough groups or 12-step meetings or ask a dozen different “experts,” you’ll get a number of different opinions. According to a strict interpretation of the book,Alcoholics Anonymous, the only steps that seem to requirewriting are the fourth step, “Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves” and the eighth step, “Made a list of people we had harmed and became willing to make amends to them all.” The “Big Book” further indicates, however, that the eighth step is taken from the writing already done in the fourth step. Therefore, one could argue that writing a thorough fourth step inventory is the only writing really required for recovery. But is that really enough?

Regardless of minimal requirements, writing can be an essential tool for discovering deeper layers of emotional entanglements, uncovering destructive thought and behavior patterns, and discarding self-destructive habits. So whether a person writes out his or her daily thoughts in a journal, completes detailed worksheets for each of the 12 steps, pours out poetry on paper, or expands his or her fourth step into a 300-page memoir, the process of writing is essential to recovery. Writing, as a way to tell stories and express emotions, results in healing and transformation. Words are powerful. Words transform lives.

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Most Popular Recovery Books By Kristen McGuiness 08/25/11

They may not be AA-approved, but writers from Eckhart Tolle to Marianne Williamson have been eagerly adopted by millions of recovering addicts. By Kristen McGuiness

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The Road Less Traveled 

This groundbreaking work by M. Scott Peck brought the principles of spiritual psychology into the mainstream back in 1978 and has been loved by millions since. As the book famously stated, “To proceed very far through the desert, you must be willing to meet existential suffering and work it through. In order to do this, the attitude toward pain has to change. This happens when we accept the fact that everything that happens to us has been designed for our spiritual growth.” Sounds a lot like the popular AA aphorism, “Pain is the touchstone of spiritual growth.”

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The Power of Now 

Eckhart Tolle’s bestselling testament argues that only by living firmly in the present can people achieve true enlightenment. His  has influenced countless people in the recovery movement who relate to his message about how dwelling on an imperfect past or focusing on an unknowable future can only results in self-destructive thoughts and defiant attitudes. In his most famous book, Tolle writes, “The pain that you create now is always some form of non-acceptance, some form of unconscious resistance to what is. On the level of thought, the resistance is some form of judgment. On the emotional level, it is some form of negativity. The intensity of the pain depends on the degree of resistance to the present moment, and this in turn depends on how strongly you are identified with your mind.” If there’s a more articulate way of summarizing AA’s third step, we haven’t it.

The Sermon on the Mount 

Emmet Fox has inspired generations of folks seeking a spiritual message through his words. One of his biggest, and most famous, fans was AA co-founder Bill Wilson. Fox’s book, an exploration of Christ’s Sermon on the Mount, has been read and revered by peoples of all faiths. Though he was a devout proponentof Christianity,  Fox was definitely more interested in attraction  than promotion. “Never try to force other people to accept spiritual truth,” he wrote. “Instead, see to it that they are so favorably impressed by your own life and conduct, and by the peace and joy that radiate from you, that they will come running to you of their own accord, begging you to give them the wonderful thing that you have.”

The Four Agreements 

Don Miguel Ruiz’s bestseller shared the wisdom of his Toltec ancestors while presenting a straightforward code on how to live. Much of what he writes echoes step work, such as this section, which summarizes the 12th step rather well: “Doing your best, you are going
to live your life intensely. You are going to be productive, you are
going to be good to yourself, because you will be giving yourself to
your family, to your community, to everything. But it is the action
that is going to make you feel intensely happy. When you always do your
best, you take action.” Many folks in recovery find that bearing in mind Ruiz’s Four Agreements—be impeccable with your word, don’t take anything personally, don’t make assumptions, and always do your best—is the basis for a truly spiritual life—and a shortened rendidtion of the twelve steps.

True Love

One of the best known Zen masters in the world,  Vietnamese philosopher Thich Nhat Hanh has written numerous books that appeal to  Buddhists and non-believers alike, while addressing nearly every aspect of modern society, from the Civil Rights movement to 9/11. He preaches that only when loving others do people get to be truly human, and in tune with the universe. In True Love, Hanh writes, “Really try to be there, for yourself, for life, for the people that you love. Recognize that presence of those who live in the same place as you and try to be there when one of them is suffering, because your presence is so precious for this person. In this way you will be practicing love twenty-four hours a day.”

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The perfect gift for a friend in recovery, this book of poems by the Sufi master Hafiz (translated by Daniel Ladinsky) has spoken to people for centuries and become a beloved source for meditation and inspiration for plenty of people in recovery. Believed to have been written in the 14th century, these short verses about life, love, and God continue to speak to the modern world. As Hafiz writes in one of his most famous poems, “I wish I could show you when you are lonely or in the darkness, the astonishing light of your own being.” Otherwise known, in 12-step rooms, as letting us love you until you can learn to love yourself.

The Places That Scare You 

“We can let the circumstances of our lives harden us so that we become increasingly resentful and afraid, or we can let them soften us and make us kinder and more open to what scares us,” argues Pema Chodron in her powerful treatise. “We always have this choice.” Essentially, The Places That Scare You speaks to accepting the dark sides of life and learning how to view anxiety, fear, and uncertainty as tools to enlightenment and joy as opposed to things better avoided. Sort of like that acronym for fear—Face Everything And Recover—often quoted in the rooms.

The Alchemist 

Santiago, the young Spanish shepherd in Paulo Coelho’s renowned fable about a boy’s search for his own destiny, has entertained the world and influenced millions. Inspired by a dream to go to Egypt and learn from a great alchemist, Santiago learns the wisdom of life. A parable that many in recovery have found applicable because of the way it speaks to the power of transformation and healing when you’re willing to look within, Coehlo writes, “When each day is the same as the next, it’s because people fail to recognize the good things that happen in their lives every day that the sun rises.” Great advice for anyone who’s stumped while trying to make a gratitude list.

The Book of Secrets 

One of Deepak Chopra’s most popular books, The Book of Secrets postulates hat we can discover our magnificent potential for love, healing, compassion, and faith only if we abandon the forces that keep us trapped in negative thinking. “Transformation means radical change of form, the way a caterpillar transforms into a butterfly,” he writes. “In human terms, it means turning fear, aggression, doubt, insecurity, hatred, and emptiness into their opposites.” In other words, a perfect expression of steps six and seven.

A Return to Love 

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Marianne Williamson’s widely revered Course in Miracles concludes that love is the most potent solution to all our personal ills and concerns. Her most famous quote—which Nelson Mandela recited when he was freed from decadesn prison is, “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, ‘Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?’ Actually, who are you not to be?” You’d be hard pressed to find someone deeply involved in 12-step recovery who doesn’t know about that quote, let alone have it hanging somewhere in their home.

Kristen McGuiness is a freelance writer and regular contributor to The Fix who wrote previously about the 13th step and dreaming about drinking, among many other topics. She is the author of 51/50: The Magical Adventures of a Single Life

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Keeping My Child A Dirty Secret

It is hard to fathom how, and understand why, a mother would not tell the father he born a child, a daughter. When Patrice Hanson sent me the top photo, what came to my mind was……my mother, my father, my brother, and two sisters did not get to see my child. This never occurred to this narcissistic witch. She had given birth to two sons, but, needed a daughter to round her out, make her complete. Heather is her procession. Being born involves two people, a real mother and father. That is my father with Mark. That is Ryan Hunt with Heather at her graduation. I was invited, until she was kidnapped according to California State Law. This pic was taken in the house of a DA Mullins, who is really into genealogies. Linda’s sons, and siblings knew Heather was my child. I lived one block down the street – for months! Patrice could have told me, but…………….

Jon Presco

Copyright 2017

I suggested we go on the Oprah Winfrey show, and share our miracle. Patrice sent me this, and I dropped the idea. I was made out to be the Bad Guy.

“17 years ago, I was married to an abusive man who was a con
artist, psychopathic antisocial personality who spent one year in
prison while we were together. Later I realized that my response to
this husband was typical of “women who love too much” and I had to
work hard on myself to change my situation. That in itself is a long
story, but suffice it to say, it was very confusing and difficult
marriage that was damaging to myself and my two sons who were 10 and
7 at the time. During that time I met John who lived around the
corner and who showed me kindness and love. We were involved with
each other for about 2 months and I actually moved in with him
attempting to leave behind the craziness of life with my husband.
This was not a very good plan because the husband became even more
aggressive and angry waiting outside threatening John with a
baseball bat. Consequently, I returned home realizing that I had to
find a safer way to release myself from this relationship. I didn’t
see John again until recently, almost 17 years later.

When I found myself pregnant, I felt the father could have been
either John’s or my husband’s, but I had to convince the husband
that it was his baby or life would have been unbearable and the
chances of my baby’s survival would have been slim. I knew this baby
was meant to be, and be with me, and that was important. From there
moment she was born, I could see that she looked like John, but it
was the husband’s name that went on the birth certificate.”

Here is Tom Snyder criminalizing my family in Sydney Morris’s book. This is a fucking lie!

“The rest was, given those involved, what one might expect. Vic was cornering
whatever woman he could; Rosemary came in drunk, lost in her story that she was
the only seventeen-year-old to turn down Errol Flynn’s advances. ”Oh it was just
awful.” Lillian recalls. ‘Rosemary was shouting that Shannon was late, ‘and
ought to have her butt kicked.’ I don’t know all what she said after that but
she had her silver flask with her and it was getting rough.”

“Before the service, Vicki had taken the trouble to go through Christine’s
bedroom, putting her jewelry and intimate belongings out of sight. As matters
turned out, it did little good, for the funeral was not long over before family
members and others were ravaging Christine’s house, taking whatever could be
carted away. The artist’scloset, a veritable mother lode – took the worst
beating. World-class spender that Christine had been, much of the clothing had
never been worn. So whatever still bore price tags was hauled off to be
exchanged for money. Jewelry disappeared, as well as other personal belongings.
Gallery employees and close friends of the family, along with Vicki, were doing
their best to staunch the flow – the estate had not yet been inventoried – but
to no avail.”

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Under Seige by Ugly Monsters

I made a big mistake by giving Daryl Bulkley Heather’s phone number. Her daughter, Kimberly Bulkley, and our cousin, Murray Oltman, refused to answer my question about they knowing anyone who is authoring a book about any family member.

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In the top photo we see Mark Broderick Presco with our niece, Drew Benton. He demanded I sign Snyder’s non-disclosure agreement, knowing I was Christine’s mentor. Below Mark is Bill Cornwell who wants my grandson all to himself because he can’t sire a child. He does not want me around as a witness. Mark is thrilled he has Bill on his side. But, Bill has to share Tyler with fellow alcoholic Flip Fuck Face, who lost his kids a long time ago. He died a year after this photo of acute alcoholism. I wish I had read Snyder’s anti AA book – that uses AA members to transfer the creative legacy I began at twelve, over to ‘The Custodians’ who depicted Christine and I as being dangerous and insane. You can see they are after BEAUTY, because they are UGLY demons.

Jon Presco

From: John Ambrose <braskewitz@yahoo.com>
To: Daryl Bulkley
Sent: Thu, January…

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