No family member was supportive of my sobriety, especially my daughter. I have wasted my time.
I’m back! I bailed! I’m not going! I am safe! I canceled everything – after it was pointed out to me I got the date of the event wrong. I alas accepted all the doors had slammed close, just before I was to enter, all but Door D. I am done playing with Mr. D – Darth Vader. I took a tour of Oakland – on my computer. I was in the Labyrinth, not knowing which way to turn. I did do a healing of Oakland. I will sleep in my own bed tonight. I’m making chicken wings for dinner. And, that is that! Two of my friends were very concerned about my safety. I will be going to an AA meeting in Springfield.
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A half hour after I posted this blog on facebook I got a call from………?. What a great person. He offered to drive me out to…
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