I woke up with a heavy heart that counted all the people who have been jealous of me, and thus, hurt me.
A week after Christine drowned, Vicki was showing me the autobiography our famous sister had almost finished. I starts by saying everyone thought I was going to be a famous artist one day, but, it was not to be. Another page describes how different looking I was than my siblings, I having a long face and fingers. But, what Christine went after the most was the truth I was a very ethereal human being. Not only was I in touch with my feminine nature, I was in a spiritual and creative glow. At twelve I was an artist, a poet, and a architect. I was also a philosopher. I believed in, and, made magic.
Above are the photo Christine took of me in order to do her first painting of a male. You can see the canvas in back of me. My sister did not do my portrait after she saw the slivers of energy around me that would appear golden if this photograph was in color. I look like a French Knight.
Rosemary made us pose before my painting that toured the world in a Red Cross show when I twelve, I chosen along with a hundred students from across America. It is a sailboat.
Look at that burst of energy on my stomach. When I was talking with Don Frank after he told my family he would kill me, this white light came from my stomach and surrounded me. I bathed Rena in this light for fifty days in what amounted to a healing.
When my father rushed me to beat on me in 1993, he got four feet from me and this energy took hold of him and spun him around. He looked shocked as he tried to regain his balance.
“I didn’t touch you!” I told him, and he ran to get his gun out of his desk drawer. As he reached in, I shouted;
“Grow up!” and he was frozen. I left his home.
Jon Presco
1. extremely delicate and light in a way that seems too perfect for this world.
“her ethereal beauty”
synonyms:
delicate, exquisite, dainty, elegant, graceful; More
a : of or relating to the regions beyond the earth
b : celestial, heavenly
c : unworldly, spiritual
2
a : lacking material substance : immaterial, intangible
b : marked by unusual delicacy or refinement
c : suggesting the heavens or heaven
3
: relating to, containing, or resembling a chemical ether