May 2012

When France was occupied by the Nazis, friends of Artaud had him transferred to the psychiatric hospital in Rodez, well inside Vichy territory, where he was put under the charge of Dr. Gaston Ferdière. Ferdière began administering electroshock treatments to eliminate Artaud’s symptoms, which included various delusions and odd physical tics. The doctor believed that…

When I tried to lure my daughter back into my life – she in hiding – she contended I had come on real strong to her mother in regards to sleeping with her at the Bankcroft House, where I asked Patrice to marry me. Heather accused me of being some kind of fiendish parasite trying…

When I shared at an AA meeting my struggle to beat the parasites off my dead famous sister, a woman started cyring. She wanted to speak to me after the meeting. She was working on a movie script based upon a Ken Kesey novel she came to own. “People are doing these horrible things because…

Yesterday I found an e-mail were I have an epiphany that inspired the title of my autobiography ‘Capturing Beauty’. It is about Heather’s ugly childhood friend who came with my daughter to Oregon on the train, and did her best to sabotage our miracle, and keep us from forming a loving bond – the same…

“You have not heard from me because I am leaving it to Heather to pursue her relationship with you as she is drawn to do from her own heart.” This is how Patrice Hanson began her ‘Dear John’ letter that removed my daughter from my life – because she has followed her heart – or…

Above are e-mails I exchanged with Tyler Hunt’s grandmother who helped raise him for four years of his life. Heather lived with her mother who helped pay the rent and the bills. In the one letter, Patrice says I threw her and her two sons out of my home because I was afraid Randall Delpiano’s…

No father has had to struggle like I have to be recognized as a father – and a grandfather! When Heather came into my life I was working on my book about the Grail Bloodline and whether Jesus had any children. Many books have been written on this possibility. I could not help but compare…

The Mormons are big on Ancestor Worship. So are white folks, but their Ancestor Worship was corrupted by Satan-Paul’s fake Jesus who is severed from his Ancestral Worship via a emcaulate castration, he the only man in the world not allowed to defend his ancestral homeland as a Patriot. Paul was a double agent hired…

I alone have discovered a lineage of Nazarite Mothers that took the vow of the Nazarite in order to conceive a child. God had shut their wombs, but, reopened them after they pledge ABSTINENCE FROM ALCOHOL. This is THE VIRGIN BIRTH. There were more then just the one. Their vow to be separated and consecrated…

Bill Cornwell said this to me when alas I brought up the huge pee stain on the back seat of the rental car; “Maybe you peed in that back seat, after all, you were sitting in it.” When Heather came to pick me up at Vicki’s in that rental, for our drive back to Las…